Gosh Angeline Koh Mei Ee...
There's like a bruise on my hand now..
that's the work of ur knuckles..
the colour sort of turned abit purple+red..
hahas it's doesn't hurt if u don't press it
so i guess it's still not bad
hahas

Anyway i was actually wondering how u are
gonna deal with * that situation...
Tell me if u are ever gonna ask...
lol
i want a detail thing about it if u asked.
:)
Really hope that things can work well ..
u know, after all it's a situation that can
turn out into many different possible outcomes...

Today in class i didnt do much..
just the usual.
slacking in maths lesson reading books?
hahas
umm chemistry stuffs hasn't been getting into my brain recently
and i seriously think i will have problem with my upcoming , if there's any, chemistry test...
O right by the way, next tuesday's game
probably me, shiyun, anna, melissa and claire
are gonna be real late for warm up
and if that's the case, can u help lead the team
to warm up and set up all the things?
and then again don't let coach do the pitching machine thing
cause i totally think it is like useless?
agree uh? :D
o ya the reason for this is that the 5 of us
have our Physics SPA exam
which is part of the o ' level thing
yeah a big thing
hahas
and 4 from s1 missed our physics SPA today for the match..
so didnt get to play with all the apparatus
and apparently it's quite a bad thing

going for the match also has a good side though
cause samuel told me that most of the pple in our class
got scolded for the work we passed up the other time
and i got lucky to get away from it
hahas
and plus we get to skip the chinese thing
now i don't like chinese
don't know why
i guess it's just like tiring to do chinese
like every sentence u would like to write always
have a word u don't know how to write
and u have to change it
it's like ... troublesome?
o ya and today sorry for not meeting u after my tuition
apparently i also forget to borrow calculator from my tuition teacher.
but i got a calculator from my brother.
though i don't really know how to operate it.
but anyway i think it will somehow come in handy..
so before i actually fall asleep while writing this post
i better go off first
and to tell u secretly, i haven't bathe yet.
and i'm going to do it now
hahas
:D

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One or two , i kept it from her..
i know it will make her feel weird
and make me feel uncomfortable.
so , i am keeping it a secret
till i find that it's ok to say it out..
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Can't believe R did those stuffs but
still have to :(
Me and Her was like fretting how to break the news to R.
...
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Damn ..

I feel so zibei..
ha dunno why also.
I may appear cheerful
I may appear to be one who express herself well.
No matter whether it is anger or happiness.
but in fact, it's not totally right to describe me that way..
I feel that this inferior feeling ,
probably someone like me will understand it.
umm.. maybe ShiYun will understand ?
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U know i wanna work harder
but i lack the motivation
part of me thinks that it's not possible.
part of me understands that it is possible.
part of me wants to work hard.
part of me wants to just slack.
Part of me wants myself just to heck care about everything.
but i know fully well i cant
always trapped in this kind of ...
i dunno how to describe it,
but it makes me tired.
mentally.
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I think i dont understand myself.